Trust is a fragile thing. Once earned, it affords us tremendous freedom.
But once trust is lost, it can be impossible to recover.
Of course the truth is, we never know who we can trust.
Those we’re closest to can betray us, and total strangers can
come to our rescue. In the end, most people decide to trust only
themselves. It really is the simplest way to keep from getting burned.

when you call us “bitches,” we look
at each other and laugh, because we
knew that WAY before you did

Don’t tell me you understand until
you cry yourself to sleep every night
Until you wish it would just end
Don’t tell me you understand until
you know how it feels to never
be good enough

don’t come running back to me when you get
treated the exact same way you treated me

and because of you
she’ll never think she’s
good enough.

its painfully clear that you need to go </3

I’m mad at myself, not you. I’m mad for always being nice. I’m mad for always apologizing for things I didn’t do. I’m mad for getting attached. I’m mad for depending on you and wasting my time on you. I’m mad for thinking about you, and most of all for not hating you when I should

Why does this come as a surprise? To think I was so naive. Maybe it didn’t mean anything to you, but it meant everything to me

We’re not mean — We’re honest
If you think we don’t like you —
Chances are we don’t. When we
laugh — We’re probably laughing
at you. When you talk about us —
all we say is “talk louder bitch“

I don`t want your boyfriend.
Nobody wants your boyfriend.
That’s why he`s with you =]

  
Just where in your heart is the breaking point? Just where in yourself do you see that you`ve had enough? My breaking point broke a while ago, & trust me I`ve had way more than enough. But I still feel for you & I`ve liked you all along & unfortunate for me I`ll probably love you forever. But do you love me? Do you love me everyday? Every night? I`ve been hurt by so many people but it never hurt as bad as it does with you. I`ve had people smack me in the face & walk away but the thought of you
leaving is the worst feeling possible. Have you ever thought what your life would be like without me for the better or the worse? I have. & I do all the time. I could think of a million reasons, but not one could convince me that you aren`t worth all the pain, lonliness, or hurt I go through on a daily basis just to love you. You could walk away from me right now & never speak to me again & I promise there isn`t a single part of me that wouldn`t still love you like I did from day one. There isn`t anyone that could amount up to you, or how you make me feel. Let me know if you feel the same or should I just say goodbye. This is killing me, & my heart is breaking. I never thought it would get to this & if I could change it, I would. I would say anything to be able to go back in time & change my mistakes. There isn`t a limit to what I`d do for you. Just remember, I`ll be there when no one else is, I`ll be the hand you can hold when everyone`s gone. I will be the only one who could possibly love you this much. If you love me you will do the right thing & if not hopefully you find the right one.
  
Like a fool,
I fell in love with you,
Turned my whole world upside down.
  
You have no idea
how hard it is to pretend i’m okay with it.
  
i used to be a strong girl. but a lot has changed,
a lot has happened, and i’ve had to deal with so
much more than any person should ever have to
go through, and you know something? i finally
broke. everything around me crashed, and i fell
right with it. i’m not that strong anymore
  
i thought that if i pretended not
to remember – we could go back
to where we were before
  
people ask me ((w h y)) it’s so hard to [[t r u s t]] people
&& I ask them…why is it so hard to ((k e e p)) a [[p r o m i s e]]?
  
she’s just scared to get close to anyone
because everyone that said i’ll be there .. left

you didnt crush me – oh no darling
you just completely destroyed me

  

The hardest part about breaking up is the next day.. opening your notebook only to see “I LOVE HIM!” scribbed all over.

  

the worst feeling in the world
is wondering how it could have been
would have been..should have been

  

Everything you told me was a lie,
So why should “I’m sorry” be the truth?

  

I did not do this. You did this.

  

I hate how you fill up my profiles and aways. I hate how every song I hear, I relate it to you. I hate how I care so much about something that isn’t worth caring for. I hate how people tell me you’re not worth it, yet I still want and will always want you. I hate how the slightest memory brings me to pure tears, but at the end I keep doing this to myself and I’m not willing to stop

  

sometimes it’s easier to act like you don’t care
than to admit that it is killing you ❤

  

So tell me what you want,
because I would give you everything.

  

Sometimes I wonder what I’d say to you if you suddenly walked back into my life again. I wonder what I’d say to you after all this time. After you broke my heart & left. But most of all, I wonder what you would say to me.

  

after awhile the truth doesnt hurt anymore.
it kills.

  

& sometimes we wait too long for things that are never coming.