Don’t stand so close to me



At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody.
So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other,
it’s usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to,
& once we’ve chosen those people, we tend to stick close by.
No matter how much we hurt them.
The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping.
& sure, sometimes close can be too close,
But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need.
~ Meredith, Greys Anatomy



i wish you’d call me one day, totally unexpected, & i’d get to see our picture show up on my phone.
& i wish, i wish that you’d tell me you were in front of my house.
just like you have many times before. just like in the old days.
& when i opened the door, you’d hug me like we used to,
you’d kiss me like we used to, but you’d kiss me differently,
as if it hurt because you were sorry for hurting me.
& you’d ask for my forgiveness, saying you want nothing to do with her.
& that you want me, just me. & sadly;
i’d take you back




you taught me so many things. to never doubt myself, that I’m beautiful & I shouldn’t settle for less.
you gave me confidence. you taught me how to care for a person. but you never taught me how to stop caring.
how to stop loving someone so much.
you never taught me to stop thinking about you no matter how much it hurts.
you never taught me what I’m supposed to do after this,
how I’m supposed to handle this. you never taught me how to give up.
because I don’t want to.
I wanna keep trying for me;;
for us because I know there’s still something there.




Just because she comes off strong, it doesn’t mean she didn’t fall asleep crying. And even though she acts like nothing’s wrong, maybe she’s just really good at lying.



Cristina: Why can’t you just mind your own business, you know? What is your problem?
Meredith: You’re my sister. You’re my family. You’re all I’ve got.
Cristina: I’m so tired.
Meredith: I know. Me too.




&& i’m so in love with you

“&& i really wish you’d come back.
Not to say hi, or to tell me how good you’re doing without me;
just to stop by, and to give me the one thing of mine you never returned:
my heart.

Sometimes I lay awake at night,
just thinking of you. Thinking
of everything I sacrificed for you,
risked for you, how I wanted to be
your everything, how much I LOVED you,
but never told you. How much I cared for you,
how I always forgave you for canceling plans at the the last minute.
How much I tried to be the absolute greatest girlfriend in the world,
because you meant that much to me. And I think about despite all of that,
I was still not good enough for you.

it’s not supposed to go like that.
-Rascal Flatts

i got tired of waiting
wondering if you were ever coming around…
my faith in you was fading…
-“love story;” taylor swift.

Time has moved on.
You’ve surely moved on.
Everyone’s forgotten about us.
So why can’t I?

“And I can’t pretend I won’t think about you when I’m older,
’cause we never really had our closure, this can’t be the end..”
-Hinder, “Better Than Me”

*You left before I had a chance to say goodbye.
But that’s the way life usually is; it passes you by.*

Words do not express thoughts very well.
They always become a little different
immediately as they are expressed.
A little distorted, a little foolish.

Love is like sleep.
Sometimes its deep.
Sometimes it’s not.
You will go crazy
you dont have it.
Everyone needs it.
and no matter what;
people fall back into it.


Sometimes things don’tturn out the way
you want them to. Sometimes the people
you choose to believe are wrong.
Sometimes there isn’t a good guy and a bad guy.
Sometimes even the ones you want to believe
turn out to be liars. The first boy is always the
hardest to get over. It’s just the way the world works.”
–Ashley, THAT SUMMER, By Sarah Dessen

Do you know the most surprising part about heartache?
It doesn’t actually kill you. Like a bullet to the heart, or a head-on car wreck, it should.
Because when a person you’ve promised to cherish forever says,
I never loved you,” it should kill you instantly.
You should have to wake up day after day after that.
trying to understand how in the world you didn’t know.

What is it about you Southern Girls?
You can’t make a decision until you’ve tried all the wrong ones.
-Sweet Home Alabama

Relationships always sounded so physically painful.
You fell in love, you broke a heart, you lost your head.
Was it ANY WONDER that people came through the experience with battlescars?
The problem with a MARRIAGE– or maybe it was strength – was that it spanned a distance;
and you were never the person you started out being. If you were lucky,  you could still recognize each other years later.
If you weren’t, you wound up in your office with a boy fifteen years younger than you were, pouring  his heart into your hands.
-Jodi Picoult, The Tenth Circle

She was swimming in tar, when the rest of the world, including Jason, had so seamlessly moved on.
-The Tenth Circle

TRIXIE: “It’s crazy, right? To love someone who’s hurt you?
JANICE: “It’s crazier to think that someone someone who hurts you, loves you.”
-The Tenth Circle

“Don’t ever cry over something that wouldn’t cry over you.”
-Laruen Conrad

Now that I know what I know,
I know that I will always love you.

And you say you’re over him, but you can’t deny it.
As hard as you try to undo that knot of love,
you can’t untie it
–lovexhate quotes

After all — people die, computers crash. All we can do is breathe and reboot.

That’s the thing about needs. Sometimes when you get them met, you don’t need them anymore.

There aren’t many people that can give you butterflies
and the ones that do are usually worth it
and everything elsethat comes along with them.

its no use,
trying to forget about you.
because every time i hear that song..
you come back to me.

a lie can travel half way around the world,
while the truth is still putting on its shoes .


I realized something today,
zero is a neutral number.
Isn’t an addition to anything,
But still doesn’t take anything away.
Zero took the easy way out.
Not choosing a side,
Not stating it’s opinion,
Never raising it’s voice,
Or standing up for what it believed in.
It never caused any problems,
But it never amounted to anything either.


and I hope you’ll stay

for the happy ending..


People say you have at least
5 dreams per night.
That’s like 30 billion dreams a year.
So at least one of those
Has to be about me..


I wish i could just press
fast forward>>,
to see if you’re worth
the wait.

you’re so tough ; and i want to be your first weakness

when you feel like giving up on someone;
remember why you held on for so long.

life’s funny like that, once we let go of the wheel, you might end up where you belong.

I’m not the same girl i used to be
I have to admit
all that  S H I T got to me.


she couldn’t deny the fact that when his eyes met hers, her knees still got weak

There`s that occasional night
where you just break down & cry,
cause you know that no matter what ;
things will never be the same.

Maybe thats what happens,
you fall in love to fall apart,
and yet you’ll always want to
do it again.

Faith means nothing without obedience,
& words don’t matter if action doesn’t follow.

he’s got a gorgeous smile to match his eyes
and his voice can change your day with a
simple hello. who knew one person could
change everything in an instant.

it’s funny how the sweetest things
are the most forbidden.

Funny how time changes, but feelings don’t

Please don’t pretend that nothing happened
that you never stopped for a second glance
wish we had never met
when all I can do is think about you
don’t pretend that your heart didn’t skip a beat
or that your stomach didn’t do flip-flops
and for my sake please dont forget me.

“if you search your heart and
listen to it’s instructions you’ll
end up where you belong.
-boy meets world

compassion and tolerance in the world.

he landed smack in the middle of your
world, and turned everything upside down
until you were addicted to his smile,
his voice filled your dreams,
and everything that didn’t make sense
before is all of a sudden perfect.

then act like you don’t.

look at her
shes so pretty
with her cute outfits and hair
but none of that matters
because he doesnt even care

He misses you? Good, he should.
You’re sexy, pretty, fun, outgoing and fun to be around.
Guys that haven’t met you yet, miss you.
But don’t get back together with him,
because somewhere out there,
there is a guy searching really hard for you.
He’s the one that deserves someone amazing like you.
Let him have it and not the asshole that left you.

Trying to forget someone you love
is like trying to remember someone
you never met

Words are bullets and
they kill as good as any gun.

“i  never knew till you were gone
how many pages you were on,
it never ends, i keep turning and
line after line you’re there again.”
-“i still miss you”

It’s there. I know it is. Because when I look at you, I can feel it.

just forget me, it’s that simple.

Two years now since I met you,
And I just can’t forget about you.
You don’t know what you do to me.

I remember all the feelings, and the day that they stopped.

Did i mention, when i see you it stings like hell due to the
that we could have something that will never happen?

Do you ever wonder? I mean about us, what happened? It’s almost like our relationship was a piece of paper ; crumbled up and thrown away. What would have happened if we didn’t throw it away? Maybe we would still be together, maybe not. Or maybe we secretly haven’t thrown it away yet. We’re saving it because someday we hope we can pull it out of our pockets and rekindle what we once had. It’s that we don’t want to lose what we had, but we know it’s already lost. I wonder that a lot and I wonder if you wonder sometimes too.

He doesn’t know what’s right.
She doesn’t know what’s wrong.
She only knows the pain that comes
from waiting for him so long.

the second chance means nothing if nothing was learned from the first.