Just where in your heart is the breaking point? Just where in yourself do you see that you`ve had enough? My breaking point broke a while ago, & trust me I`ve had way more than enough. But I still feel for you & I`ve liked you all along & unfortunate for me I`ll probably love you forever. But do you love me? Do you love me everyday? Every night? I`ve been hurt by so many people but it never hurt as bad as it does with you. I`ve had people smack me in the face & walk away but the thought of you
leaving is the worst feeling possible. Have you ever thought what your life would be like without me for the better or the worse? I have. & I do all the time. I could think of a million reasons, but not one could convince me that you aren`t worth all the pain, lonliness, or hurt I go through on a daily basis just to love you. You could walk away from me right now & never speak to me again & I promise there isn`t a single part of me that wouldn`t still love you like I did from day one. There isn`t anyone that could amount up to you, or how you make me feel. Let me know if you feel the same or should I just say goodbye. This is killing me, & my heart is breaking. I never thought it would get to this & if I could change it, I would. I would say anything to be able to go back in time & change my mistakes. There isn`t a limit to what I`d do for you. Just remember, I`ll be there when no one else is, I`ll be the hand you can hold when everyone`s gone. I will be the only one who could possibly love you this much. If you love me you will do the right thing & if not hopefully you find the right one.
Like a fool,
I fell in love with you,
Turned my whole world upside down.
You have no idea
how hard it is to pretend i’m okay with it.
i used to be a strong girl. but a lot has changed,
a lot has happened, and i’ve had to deal with so
much more than any person should ever have to
go through, and you know something? i finally
broke. everything around me crashed, and i fell
right with it. i’m not that strong anymore
i thought that if i pretended not
to remember – we could go back
to where we were before
people ask me ((w h y)) it’s so hard to [[t r u s t]] people
&& I ask them…why is it so hard to ((k e e p)) a [[p r o m i s e]]?
she’s just scared to get close to anyone
because everyone that said i’ll be there .. left