So, things have been different lately. Last night I began to think about the events of the last year. And I started crying hysterically. And I could not stop. Most of the time I seem to have no tears, but last night I dont know how long I cried. Everything bottled up insidefinally slipped out. I just wish I was strong enough to never let it out. I kinda miss it, no, I actually do miss it, and yeah, you know who you are, just if you could start care about me again, things would be so much easier.